At the computer with nine inch nails: ghosts

i can honestly say that i am bored right now at this computer. its never enough and with being out of the real day job of work for some time now i am going nuts. with work and pay, it makes for the art to become a reality. i have been mainly editing previous work from 2009 and some from 2007 for this blog spot. the most recent opportunities have been a freelance job just outside of boston in allston ma, photographying the band amputee escape artist at the new wave, and working with my muse meggstats. its a weird mixed of emotion at this time and i hate when i am like this. with understanding it is also good for me at times to be in this state of mind it sometimes does not play well with others around me. come to think of it, this brings me to places in my head where i use to go to at age 19 only on a whole new level of dark twistedness. i guess i'll dance with it for a little bit more.

so whats next on the list... i know that more editing is in store for these next days to approach. that and my sister lauren is visting this weekend and we are colloborating as a favor to her, actually now that i just got off the phone with her we are not working together this weekend. we now have set a date for the 29 of this month and until then tomorrow i head to malden ma. to work with my friend marissa on a new photography project. a body of work that is seperate from mpvisions-photography's mark already. im looking forward to it. i need a new chapter to replace mpvisions-photography when the book is published this year. so i guess slowly i am collecting a small group to collaborate with because this time it is not just going to be my vision. it will be a team effort more so than what it was before. how i do love change and how i am nonstop. there is really never knowing what i will do next but i promise it will be something u wont want to walk away from too fast.

ive got nine inch nails playing on this very old computer and i am adrift and at peace for the moment. no one is here and it is just me typing. i just got a text that dinner is ready just down the street. i live just five minutes up the street from where i am at this computer. short distance but at times i like to take the long way home. not a bad thing just that now my head likes the soft sounds of a piano by nine inch nails on a rainy night driving alone. this is what i needed... i needed a day and evening where everything made sense to write and i was in the right state of mind to do so. i can never count on the weather down here. i think i will turn off the tv that i had on at a low volume. time to go home.